sorry~

Did I really say something wrong?I'm giving constructive opinion out of good intention hoping to really help...who knows...Is it becoz the way I voiced it too over?If it is,I really want to apologise as I never have any intention to step on people to glorify myself.All I wish to do is to encourage the people around me..Maybe the way I talked hurt you somewhere somehow,please forgive me,this is the real last thing i will ever do.I will reflect carefully what i had did and change.

树欲静而风不止，
子欲养而亲不在。
人往往都是要在失去后才学会珍惜。
我真的是被吓醒了
亲爱的外婆，
你等我，一定要等我回去。
不论你变得多么的难以伺候，
我一定会好好孝顺你。


愿神保守你，赐你平安，长命百岁！

Never ending Grace

My heart is shedding tears
My soul is hurt
My world falls apart
My sorrows overflows
Why are you cast down o my soul?

Walking through the valley
I saw beam of light
Shining through my face
saying

"My grace is sufficient for you,
for MY power is made perfect in your weakness."

You hold me
IN the palm of your hand
I know that You are the Faithful
Your name is Comforter
who discerns my sorrow.

WHat else can I say
but to thank YOU?
Forgive me Lord,
Rise me up again
to soar with You in eagle's wing.
I want to fly high
with liberty
with victory
with faith.

Reflection~

Is it that difficult to practise out what you had learnt?O yes,I can tell you absolutely YES.It's not like the mathematics where you learnt the formula and apply it in the questions.Life is much more complicated than the toughest exam in the world.Its about experiencing,without knowing which "theory" applicable to your life.Wait a minute,before that,what you need to do is to TRY AND ERROR,and sometimes,not everything that you got throughout years will benefits your life.

That's why I say,life,is tough.Where we deals with human race,it gets tougher.IT must be HANDLE WITH CARE,in avoidance of any broken of glass heart.This is tough as along the way you hold ppl's hearts in your palm cautiously,somewhere somehow,you will let yours to fall freely from your palm.What to do with that then?WIll there be another person coming to stick my heart together again?

Temptation.This is the reality of life.Cruel but true.Its tough to have clean hand and pure heart in this polluted world.But somehow,I have found some true care and love in this cold world..Man is just so easily attracted by the benefits that ppl gave.ALL the same.I stand in a position where I cant see clearly.I want to walk further to see clearly.Be cautious not to washed away by it.

It takes time to learn.Something we had already known long before but its just so hard to master.However,put effort to it ,it shall be succeed.So i will try.Try to do more and amend my mistakes.Correct me,if i had done anything wrong....

THis is just daily reflection of my recent life.

至朋友～

这是我少年时最爱的一首歌，就算到现在，我还好喜欢。。献给我的朋友们。。。





细水长流 粱文福

年少时候 谁没有梦
无意之中你将心愿透露
就在你生日的时候
我将小小口琴送
最难忘记 你的笑容

友情的溪水慢慢流
流到了你我的心中
曾在球场边为你欢呼
你跌伤我背负
夜里流星飞舞
想像着他日的路途
晚风听着我们壮志无数

年少時候　誰沒有愁
滿腔憤概　唯有你能聽得懂
每當我失意的時候　
你將那首歌吹奏
琴聲悠悠　解我輕懮

＊歲月的細水滿滿流　
流到了別離的時候
輕拍你的肩　
聽我說朋友不要太惆悵
霓虹縱然再囂張　
我們的步履有方向
成敗不論切莫將昔日遺忘

＃多年以後　又再相逢
我們都有了疲倦的笑容
問一聲我的朋友　
何時再為我吹奏
是否依舊　是否依舊

重唱　＊,＃
人生的際遇千百種　
但有知心長相重
人願長久　水願長流　
年少時候

考完发马过逻辑后的日子

最近我有一个很不好的习惯，也不是最近啦，考试时最严重。。那就是赖床！赖到。。妈妈的morning call，我胆敢接了，挂了，又继续睡。。。天啊，这坏习惯真把我害惨了。。话说今天我妈咪就call 我起身了，谁知，根本起不来，七点半才爬起来！本来要早起读一读昨晚没读完的发马郭逻辑，可惜啊可惜！终究读不完，因为八点半进考场了！结果呢。。。

作文部分，难！我又blur blur 的，把dopamine 写成 norepinephrine...把loop diuretics 写成k sparring channel。。总之是有好多我本该会回答的问题，到最后，我回答不出。。该打。。啪！但是感谢上帝，昨晚我问到pharmacy 的朋友什么是adrenaline reversal。。他的note写的字，我虽一个都不记得，我记得的是我朋友用最最最简单的解释方法，所以，不管那么多，就把它写出来吧！哈哈。。都不知道为什么会突然去问。。

所以呢。。。我回房后，就开始看戏睡觉。看了the proposal。玩面书，读一妹儿。。形同放弃似的。。。休息够了，振作！现在是晚上八点，该继续作战到底了！加油！！！

微笑。一切

那一刻，
我拼命的把泪往我肚里吞，
告诉我自己不可以，
我不可以哭。
要坚强，要控制，要接收。
我会用微笑来面对
用轻轻淡淡的心
来应付
不能强求了。

谢谢你轻轻滋润了我好久都没流泪的眼睛，我会好好的。

实习考试，难！

我的第一次实习考试

考试前，我拼命祈祷不要让我拿到某某老师监考，因为往年经验，被他监考到的，都命丧他无情的手下。怎知，我想上帝是想给我考验吧！我心里想着。。“不要” 的，在我踏进去的那一刹那，硬生生的站在我面前，等着我去送死。。来吧！谁怕谁！

他们说“静狗咬死人”。。。此话不假。。咱们拭目以待吧！整个过程当中，他好安静，不出声。让我很不安。不过，我还是股起勇气继续做。嗨。。谁知，这时，cross cyl坏掉！衰唉！也怪我啦，不敢要求去换。。。这导致我做到的cyl power 与之前找到的差了十万八千里！又来不及做回去了。。还能怎么办呢？接受罗。。。

至于ophthalmoscopy，她终于出声了。但她一出声，就是教我们做oph...并说“这些东西，你们重考时要知道做，知道吗？！”呜呼哀哉！！！连预见都不用预见，已知我们fail 定ophthalmoscopy 了！唉。fxdilah 啊fxdilah....请你手下留情吧，让我至少能够及格其他的项目。。。

我的第一次实习考试。结束。结束！！