Dearest Pastor Sunther....

Dearest
Pastor Sunther,

You left us.Not a single word you left for us.When I received your news,suddenly recalled many many pictures of you in my mind.When you were smiling.When you were having meeting with the teachers.When you were having breakfast with us.When you were praying for me.You gently took hold of my hand and brought me to the front to be prayed for.You loved stand at the back door and watched the kids.You loved to encourage us,fan our hearts into flame again.

When I shed tears for Jia Wey and Jing Hong,you felt heartache for me ….You prayed for me.You gently took hold of my hands and uttered a prayer of boldness and love.Your words are stamped in my heart.Though I knew you better in this year,you had been a great encouragement and the strength that pushed me ongoing fire for God.When I felt down,you motivated us.I love the way you preached.Your theory of unlearning.Your love for us, alarmed us with the word of God.

Pastor,though I;m not from AOG,I really thankful to God that He brought me to know you.You had touched my life deeply,which I will never forget for the rest of my life.In shalom’s retreat,in sports day,in meeting,in preaching,in talking……so many of you…every movement of yours kept appearing in my mind.I tried.I tried to recall what you had prayed for us.I tried.I tried to recall every single event that happened.I tried.I tried to recall when I saw you for the last time.Yes,It was in Malaysian youth prayer gathering.When you shaked my hands.You had warmed my heart….

You love the kids.All are your dearest kids.Though you’re strict sometimes,but your love for them cant helped to overflow from your face.Your dearest school,Shalom.How many lives you had touched through this place.You had lit up Kluang,this little town.I miss you so much,my dear pastor Sunther.I love you so much.I don’t even have the last chance to bid goodbye to you.I really love you.You had touched many people’s lives.I’m really glad that I am one of them.Now you had gone back to the Lord.I will miss you very very much.I can’t bear to let you go.But I know,you are looking down from the heaven to the earth now.No matter how sad I am,one of the things that comforts me is you are with Him right now.At least I know that you are taking rest in the Lord.

No words can describe how I miss you and long to see you for the last time.I will keep your words and advice for me in my heart for the rest of my life.I will keep on going no matter how hard is it because you had enlightened my life.Dont worry,Ps Lydia and the kids are in Lord’s hands.The angels will guard them.Hope we will meet in the heaven one day,when the Lord’s glorious return.

crack?

Have been here for more than two months le…starting from the 10 until now,from unknown and unfamiliar until can chat happily together,went through thick and thin,sharing tears and joy….I thought our relationship will last….I really hope so….But somehow,the last thing I would want to see actually happened.Crack.An united family began to have a minor crack in between.It’s not obvious,and the crack is so small until it’s like invisible.However,crack is still a crack.I know,remain together in a BIG family is not easy,can be said as IMPOSSIBLE,but somehow I can feel there is a barrier….Why?I want to be equally good to all the family members in this family.Sometimes,I’m not given a chance.Sometimes,I am not taking initiative.Partly my fault too.Anyway,before this crack grow bigger,I will try my very best to amend.This is the least thing I can do.