让我发泄！～你这疯婆子！

I never see so teerible woman like this...It is true of the saying that the more knowledge you gain,the more humble you will become.....This woman CRAZY woman!Do you think you are so great?Helo,you are just a freshly graduate and you are barking here and there!Who are you to scold us like this?We are undergraduate also,who are just younger than you few years....True knowledgeble and 有修养's person wont bark like a dog there...Look at Dr.Hxshira.Have you ever see her shouting??!But you! Your action and your word will only make yourself even low class and totally unwise.Do you know our effort to make program success?Do you know that our friends staying outside making effort to come back?DO you know that we are actually working very hard,especially the committee....meeting till 2-3 am ...just for so called YOUR programme?Do you know their hard work?Have you ever appreciated them?Instead of encouraging,you have chosen to distress them....Instead of helping,you are destroying their confidence.....I really dont understand.
拿着鸡毛当令箭的女人，得到你是我的废罗是我的不幸！我认命了！我为着那一整个board感到心痛，因为是你，让大家都难过。

时尚女王～生日快乐！

至天下最美丽女人～

Happy birthday~(I type in English so that Ting Shan can read) haha...

Though i know its a bit late....BUT I still wanna post this...

Hmm...Happy birthday ya...thanks for being such a lovely friend and 时尚friend to me...haha...STill remember before i know you very well,the time when u always went to school with block J girls...all i can remember is the time you said you wanna left opto to go to study engineering in CANADA!That time...hehe...I took it so seriously and wished you goodbye o!How could you cheat me....T.T haha..:)

Later on,i realised that ,"O...this girl ah...戏弄us le la..."till you sold ticket to wei jin....haha...we really 见识到你的功力。。haha.....Not only this...your 自拍功力也高深。。。请多多指教！Anyway....it's glad that you joined H block to school after that...Haha...no need run that far liao ma..And you brought us a lot of laughter and joy to us...never did i know that you are so OPEN,so SHI SHANG,so HAPPY GO LUCKY....(totally different from when you are in exam mood)...=p hehe....

Hmm....though we knew each other not too long...but,at least we had gone through thick and thin together....some UNFORGETABLE memory rite?:) You are a great girl with big heart...Be confident to yourself and trust me,you can achieve greater things when you really believe that you can make it!Though a bit late...here am I wishing you :~

永远时尚

永远开心

早日破蛋！（不管是菜馆，还是面馆，我们都支持你！〕=p

muakz...

Time flies.

How time flies!~so fast i have to bid goodbye to my beautiful hometown,my comfortable bed,my oways ready channel 8 and my never lacking source of fridge.....woo~I will miss you very very very much till my next return...wait for me ya...before that i have to deal with lots of challenges....Miss YOU.....my home.....:(

Mission Camp 2009!

This holiday,I went to mission camp in Kuantan and K.Terengganu...It was a great experience to me,where I managed to explore Kuantan as we were given task to search for the history,culture and origin of a particular road in Kuantan.Moreover,we were asked to cook a significant dish which represented that road!As for my team,we were given Jalan Beserah,where we actually travelled till a kampung nelayan Beserah and we actually bumped into Astro crew shooting drama there!haha=)We ran into a kind old grandpa (89 yrs old) who willingly to tell us all the history of Kampung Beserah.....

Me,Kia Ing,Alex

Here is the Kampung

Do u know the two standing by the doors?

Berbuka Puasa

Besides,we also trained to invite public to join HOPE KUANTAN 9th anniversary...by asking the ppl along the Teluk Cempedak beach to come and have fun with us....

I want to be the one!

The teaching was great!Mission was being taught in systematic ways,starting from the understanding through out formation of GO team till organising team.....I had learnt how to be a leader in submission to God's calling...

In K.T,we were even challenged to go out to Chinatown of KT,searched for local delicacy and to learn a tradisional dance.DUe to raya season,not many shops were opened and we faced some difficulties to but special food,needless to say local dance...So,without any solutions,some of the groups decided to go to Pulau Duyong!hahaha=p to search for inspiration!(though its just an excuse1hehe)

Chinatown KT

PUlau Duyong~

At night,we had steamboat togetehr in ministry house...wow,30 people sitting together eating together,laughing together....we,UKM late comers as we came from Karen's house,were "disesarkan" from the circle as there was really not enough place for us to sit anymore...So we had to sit out of the circle and wait for sis in the circle to take us food...hehe:) Though we were not in the circle,we joined in their laughing together...:)

AFter teaching session,we set out to Pantai Batu Buruk!It was 10 pm at night and it rained dizzly out there...However,nothing can halt us!We went there,Praise and worship beside the sea...Standing in the darkness,facing the sea,sang praises unto Lord,it was an amazing experience.Just like standing in awe of God's wonderful creation of Heaven and earth...We had sharing,appreciation and prize giving ceremony....What a gladful time together.Bro Elroy and Steven also baptised in the SEA that night!Exciting!As for us,I managed to find "blue tales" on the beach...little shining blue light on the beach everywhere....=p

It ended that night and i went back to Klg on the next day's night...I admit that at first i was quite worry and reluctant to go for the camp as i had lots of work undone..But,thank God,I didn;t withdraw last minute...Now,I could say i never regret to join,as it was a great experience for me after all!I got know with a lot of brothers and sisters for other care group,where normally we seldom meet with each other,didn't know that they can be so lively!:)

my team!Weibiao,jennifer,hoeghee and me!

I also got know more about Kuantan and KT,where the work of God moves.....as for me,mind and heart refreshment is vital for a greater accomplishment!=)

I'm tired.

若

那天，突然想起小学时唱的一首歌，曲调轻盈，很是触动人心。

愿与我亲爱的朋友们共勉之：

若我 是一朵路旁的小花

开放在阳光下 乐无涯

我要轻轻的吐露 芬芳

让人知造物主的伟大

他即不轻乎 那小花的容表

必然更将我的生命 看为重要

若我 是一朵路旁的小花

我要让人知主的伟大！

若我 是一只林中的鹊鸟

飞跃在树梢间 多逍遥

我要活泼地高声 歌唱

让人知造物主的奇妙

他即不轻乎 那鹊鸟的曲调

必然更将我的生命 看为重要

若我 是一只林中的鹊鸟

我要让人知主的奇妙！

曾几何时，我是一个那么自卑的小孩，长的虎背熊腰，对自己很不满意，一点点安全感都没有。我第一次唱这首歌时，就是音乐老师教唱的。就跟着唱吧！多年以后，再次想到这首歌时，不用几秒，那歌词竟然清清楚楚出现在我眼前。现在，我才能领悟到这歌词的意义。就算我长的怎样都好，我，仍是我，是主爱的我。一朵小花，一只鹊鸟，他都照顾,更何况是我们？我感恩，我仍四肢健全，比起那不健全的小孩幸福了！

纵使全世界遗弃了你，主不会放下你。人总是会有孤独的时候，遇到挫折的时候，但上帝是信实的。他会伴你走过人生的低谷。朋友们，不要灰心，振作起来吧！前方的路虽然迷蒙，无法看清方向，但，你要加油！你一定会找到属于你的一片天空！

喜悦吧！

今天是很忙得一天，好多事发生，好坏参半，但我不想一一详谈。委屈？生气？好玩？无奈？混乱？思考？两难？ 享受？背叛？开心？郁闷？有些发生了，忘记了，有些根本就没有发生。无特别心情，只想上来打几个字。就是有一股闷气把我拉来这里。不知要从何说起。我要说，我没有！没有。千言万语，总比不过沉默来得好。所以，我还是安静一点好，不需要解释。我了解，我明白，但我无法改变，只能说抱歉。

过去几个月，我似乎变成了容易受伤的女人。思考后，我觉得是因为我的想法不对，偶尔太消极了。。这是不对的。你无法控制别人对你做的东西，只能接收。用甚么心去接收它，就决定着你到底会看的开与否？神给我是一颗喜悦的心，不是消极的。 主说：
要常常喜乐。
不住地祷告。
凡事谢恩。
因为这是神在基督耶稣里向你们所定的旨意。
所以，坚强起来吧！喜乐的心，生命就会快乐。
感恩在众多我认为是问题的问题中，我的问题是小的。我一定会解决！:p

哦，对了，有时候，还是少说正经话，多说废话。因为废话不伤害感情。

1st time ever retinoscopy exam!

Today just had my 1st retinoscopy exam....from 9 am till 11 am..i nvr pay attention to wat the lecturer taught about pato and pharmacology....However,till the end...this shows that nervous cant help in the test..

I was the first group to go in for neutralisation of model eye...the lecturer just said "sedia?"havent ans already shut down the light....Givenn 10 min to neutral really not enough!I havent start adjust the model eye by the time she shut off the light....shaking all the way till the end..haiz .....its confusing and complicated for the axis to change last minutes eh!!!!

For human eye pulak...haiz...given high myope dummy lens and its tough!
i saw "with" movement with 4.50 D already but why?why?C Fatimah saw neutral at 5.25D?1 D difference!know la......after knowing my partner did totally accurate...i lagi devastrated....its not that i dun wan to share her joy...but i really sad at that moment!ACCURATE!oOoOo.......T.T

So as a result,i dunno.I went back room and slept all afternoon.

P/S: sorry if anyone of u not understand all the term im using,its my practical exam....

定时

如果明天
我就即将离开这世上了
我 会不会在二十四小时里
把愤怒化为饶恕？
把悲伤化为喜悦？
把怨恨化为慈爱？
我会不会
拉下脸皮 去向我曾经对不起的人
道歉 请求原谅？
这一切的一切
我会看淡吗？我会
带着它们离开？

如果明天
我就即将离开这世上了
我身边的朋友
会不会怀念起我？
想起我时
泪水 轻轻的划过微扬的嘴角？
还是 根本无法记得我的脸庞？


凡事都有定期，天下万务都有定时。
生有时，死有时。
栽种有时，拔出所栽种的，也有时。
哭有时，笑有时。
哀恸有时，跳舞有时。
抛掷石头有时，堆聚石头有时。
怀抱有时，不怀抱有时。
寻找有时，失落有时。
保守有时，舍弃有时。
撕裂有时，缝补有时。
静默有时，言语有时。
喜爱有时，恨恶有时。
争战有时，和好有时。

当生命摆在死亡面前
一切都显得那么的
虚无缥缈
还在意些什么？

注：我知道你们一定会大喊“大吉利是”。。但我“百无禁忌”，因为生有时，死有时。