Renewal~

Finally,bible conference is over~For the past 3 days,i had been renewed,been challenged,been prayed,had fun dutying together,fellowshipping together...really had a great time..Though is consumed whole day long but i never regret joining that as from this BC,i had gained much beyond what i sacrifice..

Revisiting our core values.Every value that were preached by the pastors still sound in my heart.Kept me challenged,I guess that is why I chose to commit myself to this church.I truely think that God is moving in this HOPE international ministry!

Though my physical body is tired,my soul is renewed and recharged!With Him,I want to soar through what's obstructing me~yeah!

To my laptop

My dear laptop,

How poor fated you are.You just 1.5 years old.I never use you for purposes other than doing assignments,facebook,msn,searching information....Why?Why you wanna protest by spoiling your mother board?I really dont understand what have I done that made you now lying in computer shop,graspping for air.....The price to save you is rather to buy a new laptop...What should I do?abandon you?

Life without you is troublesome.Having going around borrowing laptop in order to finish my homeworks and online....However,thanks to all my friends who willingly lend me a day or two to save me from all unfinished task.

By the way,life without you sometimes makes me gain more time for God and for myself.I miss you tho.

Your owner,
Kai Xian~

好久不见

今天去了我学生做工的地方。两年不见了。他，都已变成十七岁的大男生了。长高了，帅了。但是那稚气的脸庞还不变。那天在网上聊天，得知他已经辍学，在小食馆打工。就一直想见一见他，了解他的近况。到了那里，他在忙着招待客人，我竟然有点不好意思打扰他。他趁着空挡，我们嘘寒了几句，了解了他为什么会在做工？真的好奇。他不是读书的料，我知道，但是，看见他在这里做工，竟然替他可惜了起来。有何前途啊？年纪轻轻的，没学问，能做些什么？知道他爱潮，我鼓励他去学发型设计，学一门手艺也好啊！他含糊的带过，说会去学。。

这两年，他真的变了一些。变得乖巧一点，成熟一点点。至少他肯做工，而不是浪费时间。但是，言谈间还是流露了现代年轻人的不可一世，玩世不恭的心态。真不禁替他担心了起来。他到底几时才开窍啊？我想，这也是他父母的心愿吧？只能默默地为他祈祷祝福。镜鸿啊镜鸿，期待你为我理发的那天！～

过年～

过年过年，年说过就过，好快啊～今年没去年那么的兴奋了，不知道为什么啊？(老了吗？= =")顿时失去了过年的那一种雀跃。在这一家团圆的大日子，我姐因为忙着准备考试无法返家庆祝。我那“二十四孝”的父母就驱车北上蕉莱，把热腾腾的团圆饭送到他家里。。这是继多年后，第一次驾车北上。爸妈不认路，庆幸出发前向yim fong打听好路线～多亏她了～哈哈～

年初二，去了我爸家乡，芙蓉。。只能说，太陌生了！一年见一次，就连那一次，见了面，也不知道该聊些什么。有点尴尬。更何况，我啊，就好象有点怪怪的咧。。此话怎讲？hmm..我竟然收了我小我几岁堂弟的红包！他都有一个活泼的女儿了～那里啊，个个都好早婚，不到二十五，儿女两三个了。。没结婚的，也都拖着男女朋友来拜年。我哪，就显得有点落寞了。哈哈～是有点不应景吧？我也不想的啊～嘻嘻。。就静静坐着，观赏节目好了，讨红包也不错。自在嘛！

回到蕉莱，第二天一早才回到居銮。。休息了一会儿，又出门集会去了～接下来的就省略吧～

这个新年，如往年一样。但是，我看到了，也感受到了，我父母的爱。他们不善予用言语表达，但一举一动，早已把满满的爱，显露无疑。不辞劳苦，大费周章的朝蕉莱前进。他们的嘴硬心软常让我偷笑。买礼物给他们，嘴里骂着说：“为什么这么浪费钱？”，但眼角却瞄到了他们嘴角的笑。真的好爱他们！

新年嘛，有什么比一家团 圆更重要呢？^^

A suprised call~!

Happy Chinese New Year to everyone!~

Specially thanks to Cikgu Reza(My ex PLKN CB teacher)..for calling me at 12 midnight yesterday just to wish me!!WOw..Its so amazing and I really shocked..For about 5 years since I joined PLKN and this teacher still remember me!^^We chatted for around 10 minutes(which is very long!)........and really suprised but happy that he claimed that he only left my no in his handphone for my badge of students..haha~=p Indeed,he is a nice guy and good teacher o!However,he didnt call me with handphone.So I lost touch with him lo...=( kinda sad...hopefully i managed to find him thru fb?oor friendster?=)

我和他

初次的解逅，在金沙河的一间乐器店里。
他陪伴着我走过了四个月的时间了。。是一个很好的朋友。
生气时，我拿他出气，
开心时，抱着他猛唱，
难过时，他平复我的伤口，
寂寞时，他陪伴着我，
赞美时，他更帮助我。
他总是静静的聆听着我。

早晨时，我会抱一抱他，
上课回来时，我会抱一抱他，
睡觉前，我会抱一抱他，
读书无聊时，我会抱一抱他，
十分钟也好，一小时也好
他陪伴我走过了
这四个月的风风雨雨。

为了他，
我心甘情愿把女生们的细嫩的手指，
变得皮粗肉厚
掉了一层又一层。
但我一点也不介意，因为我知道这是值得的。

但是，总觉得，最近，我们的关系感觉到了瓶颈，突破不了。不管我如何的去改进，努力学习改良，改进，感觉真的好一陈不变喔。。不过，我不会就这样放弃的。。 我还是很爱他的！～

配合情人节的贴，我和“他”。。我的吉“他”！哈哈～

祝大家 ： 新年蒙恩，情人节甜甜蜜蜜喔！ ^^

Exam's peace~

Exam is approaching~supposing have to feel nervous by now...But I wonder why...I have peace in my heart...Joy overflows.....I never had this feeling again since 1st year...

Give thanks for regain my peace in exam.
Give thanks to God over so many wonderful things which happened recently.
Give thanks for the work that He has done to my life.I see changes.
Give thanks....over every breath i breathe.

Try my best to finish all the lecture's notes...Give my best and God will do the rest...^^