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Thursday, December 27, 2007

Christmas!

Well......Merry Christmas!I had a great time celebrating Christmas this year...This is the second time i Celebrate Jesus's birth and i am honoured to join caroling team this year and going around the town to announce Jesus's birth.....yeah,for me,its meaningful for me.....and i enjoyed the process with them very much!With Hui Mun ,Ming Ying,Erin,Engina,Catherine..............Lots more!singing together with them was a Happy Experience!Thank God for granting us a peace journey!

On Christmas day itself,it was my first time drove sooo far to Klg Baru...Haha......I think Engina sweating lo....:pA pity was i didn't manage to hear Erin and Mun sang....Only saw Elween conducting..haha(",)

Night, i was in Daniel's house for party...Weird situation...Our 1988 born members were divided into two groups automatically....Hmm.............Anyway,I got the chance to sing carol again!Yeah!I love caroling!I never expect that i actually had the chance to sing carol again in 2007:pThanks Daniel for his Christmas present lo!

Saturday, December 15, 2007

So sorry!

Now,how time flies!!!!!!there is only one week +++ after my exam but i already felt like many months past by!!!!as i joined a lot of activities ever since my biology paper finish on that day itself...(of course,not that packed like chen yeh and others la!)

Well,its quite tiring but its worth it!!!!!!!!i mean no matter how tired,i will still go for it!wat made me regret is my miss to paloh!!!!ahh!!!!beating my heart now....and felt so sorry towards siew moon....Anyway,i deeply believe that we will meet again!

Ok for time being,i will try to grab the chance to rest as much as i can.as i will be extremely busy once the new year start....no,i shouldn't say new year starts,because i have to paint my house within the last days of 2007........alright,just do it!i believed i will be sustained.

Sorry to pei san and siok sian!i know i am terrible enough,i miss our promise.sorry my friends.I can't help to change our date,because two job interviews come at almost same time!My deepest apologise to Pei San and Siok Sian.....Please forgive me,I will try to make up.

Yeah,Running out of words.....I will stop here.Wish my reader has great days ahead!!!see ya again!!:p

Thursday, December 13, 2007

How God speaks to you?

Someone asked me:”How you know your God speak to you?In what way?Did He uttered words?”Well,my answer for him is God has His unique way speaking to each and everyone of us……no matter through words(which is quite rare),dreams,visions,through third person,during worship……He always has His way to speak to our lives.

Well, recently,I got back from ESPlosion camp….Before I went for it,I attended a prayer meeting and I felt that there is a wall that hindered God and I…seemed to lose the desire to seek Him….Thus,I asked God for breakthrough in the coming camp….Let’s see How God responded to my prayer?

Pastor Elijah spoke straight to my heart.He pointed out what s the problems faced by youths ,or rather Christian nowadays.We,or I tend to live with our own strength we did almost all kinds of activities,but our hearts are not devoted completely to Him.We looked good from the surface,but rotten in the hearts.Pastor Elijah said we.Christian are created to become a victor,an overcomer,a conquerer….etc.How can we overcome problems if we depend on our own?

How true it is!!!To me,I always look matter in MY perspective but not God’s..For me,sometimes I didn’t really know it is God’s will or MY will….Yes,I have to adopt God’s kingdom’s perspective…”For God’s thought is not my thought,God’s way is not my way…….For heaven is higher than the earth……”Ultimately,lean not on our own,but look upon Him….and we are lacked of the fear of the Lord…How scary it is!Pastor’s word makes me worried!and my foundation started to shake.

Anyway,throughout the end of the camp,God did dealt with my anxiety,my fear,my question…Praise God. It AMAZING.yeah,I serve a living God!He assured me with the promise that He had made to be with me.Though this year camp is not so 轰轰烈烈like last year,but I still enjoyed in His presence,enjoyed the peace He had given to me.I just want to stand up for His calling.No matter how tough it will be,I believe God will have His way with me.


Well, after “spiritual “part,comes fellowship part.VERY happy that wei kuan and chen yeh joined us….i don’t know whats their feeling..but frankly I enjoyed to talk to them….maybe due to our same age ba…..Chen Yeh looked quiet….hope he enjoyed the camp,felt regret as I didn’t have the chance to talk to him deeply,to know how they felt.Anyway just hope that they went home with a blessed heart,gaining some “knowledge” at least….or some friends,like primary school mate..haha:p

Right after I reached home,my heart speared by one of my loves.it’s hurtful,hurtful enough.But I forgave her.because she didn’t know anything better.after my analysis,I think there are few factors that made her think I kena rasuk:
1) I am not functioning well as a light in my house.
2) I am not acted well as salty salt in my house.
3) To her,I changed from ok to worse…
4) To her,Christianity is about singing songs,read bible,go to church ONLY.
“Lord,forgive her!She doesn’t know what she was talking!”

My conclusion:Even when God seemed to leave you,never ever believe your ephemeral feeling.He stands by you all the times.Just cling on to Him and you will be blessed.May God be glorified!

The End.

Thursday, December 6, 2007

Saturday, November 17, 2007

Hula hula hula!

Hula hula hula.....................
Hi im back.dont be suprise,i just posting tis blog in my dad's office.haha.......a lot a lot of things happened during this period of time..............wait for me,i ll be back and share with you .................wait for me ar!!!!!!!

Tuesday, August 7, 2007

Is the End Day coming?

Wow……..quite a scary title..but recently I had been surrounded by all unhappy matters……I heard of “countless”deaths almost everyday.Open up the newspapaer,televisyen,radio,heard from friends………deaths are so near to me……how easy a life being lost!Life is so fragile.One air plane clashed can kill 200++lives……each life is so precious and unique!What I concerned is did they managed to do the right things in their last breath?Death can come so easily………

The last day can come very easily too……sometimes,someone will not even have his last chance to do the right thing before his life coming to an end.it is so out of sudden,unexpected. I always think that:”ok I still have much time.i will do His work tomorrow,or during free time….”but all those news struck me and I realized that no time for me to waste anymore.my life can come to an end anytime…..yet,I have not bear any fruit…..i don’t dare to stand before Him at the judgement day…

Besides,this world is getting outrageous!!crazy!!out of control!!wars, crime , calamities, natural disaster, robbery,snatch theft and murdery almost filled the newspaper everyday!how many of happy news are being reported each day?sometimes I really feel that is the end day coming?For the bible said:”For nation will rise against nation ,and kingdom against kingdom.and there will be famines,pestilences,and earthquakes in various places…All these are the beginning of the sorrows……………..And then many will be offended,will betray one another,and hate one another…..”(matt 24:7-10) aren’t these things happen on this world everyday?However,it is stated that it is the beginning.So when will be the coming?

The chapter continue…”……and this gospel of the kingdom will be preached in all the world as a witness to all the nations,and then the world will come.”the answer is clear.But we don’t know when is the EXACT time.is beyond our control….But we should not be afraid of the crimes,disasters,wars……etc of this world…..He assured us:..”he who endures to the end will be saved.”times over times it was mentioned.

The guilty is with us.At the end of the day,what can we say?How many souls have we won for the Lord?

Friday, June 1, 2007

"Siham" talk


Last week,I managed to catch up with one of my NS best friends through sms………We talked a lot and I had told her how my classmates were………very lively,very active,very serious………….

Know what,when she replied me……haha!”You know what?MY classmates are totally different from yours!!especially my boy classmates,They just like”Siham”…..its as difficult as pig can fly for them to talked to girls”…(note://siham is a type of clam,don’t ask me what language is it,maybe malay,maybe Chinese,maybe Cantonese,maybe English!Hawker especially Chinese stalls love to put them in our “Char Kuey Tiao”(fried kuey tiao),or curry mee…….its dirty actually because it functions as MDKU in the sea,eating rubbish to gain nurtrient……easily to get Hepatitis Bif you love them,Beware!)

Back to the story…..

Immediately,few “siham” headed boy appeared on my mind………trying to open their mouth,but cannot…..haha……:p #end of the story#

But,I have to say,I love my class……….my boy classmates no….not siham at all…….but they are different types of living creatures,talk so much yet I still love them……(these are living things ma)same with my girls………(so caring,sporting and so kind)….i am really blessed to have them with me in this class……….Well,don’t be curious,I am sure I will have chance to introduce my dearest classmates to all of you……(or maybe you had known them?or maybe you are one of them?)

Friday, May 25, 2007

I'm Back!!!!!(What am I excited for???)

Hey~sometimes I just don’t know why I write this blog?nobody reads at all…….for who actually?disappointed….anyway,hope I will have such determination to continue my blog lo…….Hmm…..i might as well set a theme for my blog right?haiz….Ooo……

Well well…………think like posting a blog sometimes earlier but now is not important anymore……………my blog theme is……..”LOVE”!!!

LOVE,an important element in our lives……we cant get on with life if we lack of it…….its moisture,grows someone…….its inspiration,nurture someone………..its an interaction,connects people together………its……………….everybody just needs love.Dont narrow yourself down to Love of boy girl relationship……….

I just hope to spread the love…..whosoever……..may my words can at least bring some comfort to you……touched?.......Of course,I’m not Jesus,im just a human being………(But i hope that I will reflect His love and glory`).i will definitely be sentimental sometimes…….hatred,jealousy,anxiety,worry,………..sometimes overwhelm me…….they suppress the love in my heart……….However,learn to let go………what I learn about love is heart.My perception might be too shallow for you…but I just hope you might get something from it……..Enjoy~

Friday, May 11, 2007

Love and Care and Gratitude

You can find love everywhere!!!yes everywhere….but wait,the love and care that is shown by a stranger to you……..even a slightest action is a action of love and care for people surrounding us…
Maybe human beings nowadays are getting further and further away from each other….yes,we did show our love to the one we know,we are suppose to love…but seldom will share his/her love with someone thy doesn’t know……

Well,I met it today!maybe after you guys read it, u might penalize me for being too exaggerate …but for me….i was so touched so!the story goes like this…..today….while I was just got on the bus,the bus was packed with people,not even a single seat left…….thus,carrying my books(heavy books),my bag, I was forced to stand with one hand support my body and the other hand holding my books…….and I have to mention that I was the only one standing………weird and cold look from the passenger…..

To my surprise,one of the man,looks like Indonesian…wearing neat but weird attire with a cap…. Stood up and gave his seat to me….wow….i couldn’t reject his kindness and sat down….he became the only who stand….well….i was so shameful that I always think such people are bad guys and I was thinking bad bout them……all of them….they are accumulated as a group of bad guys….who knows,indeed some are different…..and I was so touched by his action…..think,nowadays who will care for you,a stranger,a young man…and give up his seat to you?i bet I wont do that…..most of people not very gentleman too……not only for boys but for girls too……we indeed lack a well manner…..that is why we feel so unfamiliar and tend to overlook people around us….we are all shielded from our true feeling and wearing false mask anytime…….some even have two or more “faces”..

Well, I have to mention here too is many people cant bring themselves to say “thank you”….such a simple phrase…..according to the statistic done by me today,the packful bus of passenger nobody say “thank you” or “terima kasih” when they got down the bus,except a Chinese lady and I!!haa……..this is human beings…specifically Malaysian more precisely kluang people…..haiz…..have you say Thank You?a “thank you” can make the bus driver felt the his service is worthwhile….He feels happy and contented…..dont believe?try this next time(or rather EVERYTIME) and notice the expression on his face!!i bet you love people saying thank you to you too right?why don’t apply the same to others?

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Ha….I can play badminton too?

Well well……….dont get too excited nor curious….yes,I am going to take part in badminton competition!!!dont even know how to hold or even the technique to play badminton,I DARE to take part in competition….muahaha……..accompany yuyu la……..might become a burden to her lo…………..though recently I lessen my play of badminton,hope what I had learnt before this will be used lo…….aiyo………..just play play la………..

Well, today wasn’t a good day……no need to mention anymore.just cant understand human beings.getting tired and tired trying to see their conduct,not said dishonour or what but just got too agitated for some small matters rily small like a bacteria.shall they act like that?haiz……..dont care so much…….

Saturday, April 14, 2007

What is Your Language Of Love?

Yesterday, Ps Victor gave a sermon on discover your language of love..sounds meaningful and interesting…..

What is your language of love?there are five categories:
1* Gifts
2* Touch
3* Acts of service
4* Time
5* Word of affirmation


Needless I to explain,im sure everyone of you know these 5 Language of Love……You Love somebody by giving gifts(handmade?buy?)?by touching (hug,etc…)?by serving (helping all the times whenever she/he needs help)?by giving your time(just spending time with her/him)?or by using your word as an expression of love to her/him?

Now,spend some time and think carefully what is your strongest language of love?which is your weakest?everyone has these 5 languages of love but its depend on how you use it,frequently? Preferably?think and search an answer for yourself….:p

OK,now you have decide what is your strongest and weakesr love’s language.However,our strongest love’s language is not always matches with others,especially the one we Love.Thus,we must learn
How to give love
How to receive love
How to grow in love
We must discover our partner’s love’s language and what he doesn’t like it so much…..perhaps,his love language is the one that we like the least ,but we have to learn to give him love in such a way.we learn how to grow in love…….of course,we can always show our strongest love language to him so that he will realize that this is our love language and thus,we can receive love.……..this is a mutual relationship that benefits each other…….

Jesus had performed ALL 5 love languages.here are some of the evidences:
*Time---explaining parables
---pray for the people
---from His born till His death

*Acts of service---ALL the miracles
---healings
--- wash his disciples’ feet

*Touch---He did not forbid the children coming nearto him.instead,He touch them lovingly…
---healings
---annointed by Mary Magdelene with perfume
*words of affirmation---His word is the truth the life the love….
*Gifts--- The Calvary
---The cross(the GREATEST love of all....)
---The salvation

He had performed all these love languages and it’s a truth that He lived in this earth before…….He loves us so much….for those who fell that are not being loved before,our Father,Lord Jesus Christ loves you.for no reason,because it is you.come in to His hug right now.

Well,my language of love …..hmm…..still discovering……I love give a HUG to the one I love(I mean friends of same sex la.)and my mummy…..i love making own GIFTs for others,though is not expensive,but it took me lots of TIME… hmm…..im lazy .but who knows I will love to SERVE the one I love?hehe………unpredictable…..my friends…..can you please help me my language of Love as well?(^^)

Thursday, April 5, 2007

Thank You,Lord Jesus!

At the ninth hour Jesus cried with a loud voice, saying, "Eloi, Eloi, lama sabachthani?" which is, being interpreted, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?"
Mark 15:34
I still cant foget the scenes that I watched in Esplosion Camp………..no no,I must be sure that I will not forget for the rest of my life! Please calm and slowly imagine the following scenes……

“……….48 Hours before Jesus was crucified,He was having the last supper with His dearest apostles….everything seemed to be going through so fast…Judah,a hug of betrayal sold Jesus out led Jesus to death……He was questioned,He was being hit, mocked ,jeered, spat by saliva….His clothes was torn……hit by the soldiers………one after one hit with thorny chain….until His flesh and skin were mixed and His flesh was clearly seen...He was too weak to fight ,or He did not want to fight back as He wanted to complete the God’s plan……the soldiers made Him to carry a big wooden cross,OUR SIN…..He was too weak……He carried it on His back but He just could not support the cross…..HE fell down…so many times……..He took up every single sin that human had made…until He could not stand it anymore.but He preserves,for His Father in the heaven.Simon carried the cross for Him….later the scene showed on the mount….They nailed Jesus ……not on the palms…..but at the joint btw palm and arms on each arm……to prevent Him from falling down..another nail was nailed at the bottom to support His body….Can anyone suffers the pain the invades into His heart like this?He came down to earth just to fulfill His task in this evil and sinful earth,brought salvation to the people….to fulfill the plan the will of God…AS time passed by,Lord Jesus was getting weaker and weaker as the oxygen level in His body was getting less and less…..Thus,He tried to use the nail on His feet to push himself up in order to obtain some air…..just a little bit will do……….He was fulled with sin right now……*He was sinless,pure but is our sin that nailed Him on the cross*This time,the sky turned darker,the dark cloud covered……God turned away from His beloved son!!!!He could not tolerate any sin even His son……..Jesus shouted:”my God,my God,Why Did You abandon me?”..He had no strength anymore…He could not take in any oxygen ……With a loud cry,He died.”

I am pretty sure quite lot of you knew this story*or rather a real fact*and all these scenes were taken from”The Passion Of the Christ”….This was the first time I watched this movie and these scenes brought me a great surprise. I wrote the descriptions not because of I want to prove that I knew the scenes but my heart was aching when all those scenes were being played…..i felt so terrible.He loves me so much……it Is so much until He died for me….suffered on the cross…..all my strongholds in deep in my heart were melt.were crushed!Whenever I nearly fall into sin……these scenes will flash out in my mind……its not the soldiers nailing Jesus on the cross,its me!i am the one!!His abundant love pouring out on His people………..our sins had been forgiven……..His love reminds me all the time.guide me all the time……Good Friday ,not a holiday is a day of we nailed Jesus on the cross!!is a day of God’s salvation plan was starting to complete!!is a day of what the scripture said came true!!Our sins washed by His love.only Love.He love us …..merely Love not other things else……because we are who we are……By His love,By His grace,By His glory we were saved.Thank You Lord Jesus.

SUMMARY

1cross + 3 nails = 4given :p


对我而言,耶苏受难日不是一个基督徒的形式,更不是一个可以休息的假日。不是一个历常追思耶苏为我们而死的日子。它是一个让我们重新跪在十字架前,忏悔自己过错,请求神的原谅的时候。尤其以基督徒而言,罪恶,撒旦或自身的诱惑很有可能不断的在上演,不能驯服于主耶苏基督。跪在十字架前,重新的向他认错,毕竟罪恶的人类在跪着的时候,是谦卑的,是理当的。耶苏就被钉在十字架上,他的泪,或许是喜悦的,因为他的子民了解他的牺牲,以完成天父的救赎计划,从罪恶中来到他面前,向他忏悔。。。他或者天父非常乐意的,给予相信他并接受人子的人类的生命,即将在永恒的天堂得到眷顾。

“若有人在基督里,他就是新造的人,旧事已过,都变成新的了。”
哥林多后书5章15节