Grumble**

Sometimes..(or rather almost everytime) I like to grumble.I must admit that I grumble a lot.Most will be heard by Engina.I always being refrained from attending church activity,or taking a long long effort just to attend to church.For others,the other brother and sisters are always blessed with transportation.They don't have to worry about how to go for an activity,while engina and I always have to worry about our transportation...Who will fetch us back?especially at night?Every Sunday,they can just wake up at 7 something or even 8AM and manage to reach church before time.While Engina and I have to wake up 6++ take a long time to go to church.These are some of my grumbles.

However,recently,I realised something.I am also being blessed with transportation.Just that it is not so so called "complete".My dad is not a driver for me.He cant wait for me everytime,wherever I go.Thank God.I learned to let go all my grumbles to Him.otherwise I will explode!I will receive what situation I am now.I am already a very very blessed person, but human beings are like that,never satisfy.love to envy what people own.I'm learning to live in my situation.I 'm learning to fall in love with it.

I don't mind taking bus AT ALL!I don't mind going out early,even 2 hours before they do,what worries me are I cant get any buses OR NO BUS AT NIGHT.But I believe God will provide.Please pray that for the coming YMI training,there will be transportation for me to go home.If not,Engina and I will be staying in the Church liao...