成长了
成熟了
想法改变了
妄想着
狂想着
渴望着
失望着
我不能
我不行
无奈
痛苦
挣扎
心痛
难道我就不可以吗?
好痛苦
但
除了等待
还能干嘛?

一定是
上帝在塑造我
成就我的耐性
以他的计划为先
心痛 心痒难耐
他会替我止痒
抚平我的伤口
有他的爱
我还需要谁呢?

Patience...

Now I only know how patient God dealing with me.Since I began to tuition the two kids,my patience is really being tested.I always think that I am patient,but the fact is I am not at all….And today,I received words from one of the teachers who denied my hard work all this while.”You’re not concentrating in their work!”That’s hurtful,hurtful enough.heartbroken.As she denied all my work towards them throughout these two weeks….

But as a new comer too,I will humbly accepted her criticism,though it’s hurtful to be heard.I m willing to change.As soon as I heard her,it brought to my mind,how Lord dealing with me,when I am so headstrong,so naughthy,unwilling to listen to Him,turn His advice to deaf ears….That’s what I experiencing right now.

“…….the testing of faith worketh patience”…Thanks to the Lord for forgiving me again and teaches me how to love the two boys even more.I want to change them through God’s strength for me,because it’s impossible to change them with my own.Only through His supernatural power,it’s all possible.

I'm Killer!

Ha….

Sometimes I really want to be committed in becoming a good blogger..but due to physical limitation.So sorry.Now my sister’s computer came back for one month..so I will try my best la.

Well…Let me start afresh..Well,working in Shalom is not that easy.
Firstly:
There are too many kids ,yet too few of us…I am mostly in charge of the smaller kids during schoolday….I love kids.really.However,when there are too many of them surrounding me….wow!i don’t have that many hands and brain la…sometimes I just want to scream,WAIT!wait,wait…..

Secondly:
Well,the kids there are really cute.For example,Pastor Paul’s son,victor,as the youngest in the school,always becomes the most adorable one…How I wish he is my brother.haha…

Thirdly:
I am tutoring two of the new comers recently…They are lack of discipline..Haiz….It’s time or the Lord to shape my character.my patience is really being stretched.They don’t do their homework,even though I write down homework for them EVERYDAY,which they are suppose to do themselves everyday.They are fans of “fly wheel sea”.One dreams to be “Yan Ya Lun”,the other one is”Wu Zun”…Hmm……these are boys’ fantasy.
Erm….i got a new nickname:Lady killer!What?!Am I look that fierce?i am already been VERY kind and merciful to them!!!!!!!hmm…..haiz….