外表？

这是个现实的社会。人人往往只看外表，而非内心。第一眼就为那人定位。这社会，不是俊男美女，很难会有地位，引人注目。尤其是恐龙哥恐龙妹，人人见而避之，深怕一接触，就摆脱不了他们似的！他们也是人，为何那么不平等？虽说，这世上，只有懒女人，没有丑女人，但是，很多时候，不管多么努力，麻雀地地确确无法摇身变凤凰。这样就是这样。汉能怎样？眼睛小是我的错吗？谁不希望有水汪汪的大眼，眨啊眨的，多迷人啊！不过，我早已习惯了。比mata sepet,mata kecil更糟的，我都受过。虽然有时是别人无意的，但是，听在耳里，很难不记在心里。我也想一笑置之啊！但我无法肯定我做到没有。神让我读到眼睛这科，仿佛是冥冥中让我勇敢去面对这个死穴。对！一定是酱。真真正正接受面对之前，一定会经历很多hurt的事情，对，我要更坚强！虽然，言语不一定会被忘记，但我会努力把它淡忘掉。说到伤心处，有谁知道？打打闹闹，自嘲自讽来麻醉自己。我是贪心的。有眼睛已经很幸福了！能看见已经是有福了！我还埋怨什么呢？真的该打！（但我真的没办法这么清高〕

Who says tall is good?!haiz...for me,tall is not that good after all!I had a difficult time buying shoes wor...slightly high de high heel shoes will make me as tall as man...aiyo...this is what i dont want la..but if I dont wear,it will not suit the custom i wear lo...finally !i have chosen one pair...which is really not that high de...guys..sorry ah if i become taller than any one of you...i really have no choice...

A friend said I'm like a candle,trying to burn myself to shine for others but sometimes will cause the people who come near me got burnt too.maybe she's right.I dont know exactly how to achieve until the level of to burn myself but not others.Therefore,I always caused other people to get burnt oso.I dont want to but I cant control.I have caused those who need my light to go back with a scar.I made those who need some warmth to go back with a cold heart.While i'm willing to do so,people might not know.candle will melt away at last.So do I.there will be a day when I become weary and fade away.Till then,no matter how strong the fire is,it will not last long too.What can I do to amend the scar?what can I do to warm the heart again?I have been trying and trying..yet i still cant find the answer....Maybe it's better for me to become a finished burning candle,which gives no light but left the wax spread on the ground.no pain because it has come to an end.

heart?hard?soft?

Undenialably,in our lives,many people walked past...Some will leave a DEEP footprint in our hearts,no matter that step is painful or helpful...different people help us,at least me,to be a better person.NO matter that one is good guy or bad guy...They have trained my patience,stretched my patience to the limit.I always thought that I am very patient but till today,I only realised that Im actually NOT!Anyway,Its a good lesson for me,I believe NOT to become a 烂好人all the time..夹心人不好当..Oooo....if it is like that,i will never live out myself.Some,do help me to stretched my confidence,test my ability,inspire me to move along.Some,really test my character,how to control anger,how to be resourceful and 圆滑。。Uni life already so complicated.I wonder will I survive when I step out to work??

该洒脱时 我要洒脱
该坚强时 我要坚强
该坚持时 我不退让
该软弱时 我不逞强
该感性时 我不理智
该理智时 我不乱来
该发奋时 我不偷懒
该执着时 我要执着

这么多的“该”，这么多的“要”与“不”。。。这四年是把我给建立起来的时候了！

Yay!Lovely PAP T shirt!

Looking at all red colour shirt made u think of chinese new year is coming???Hehe....I like this year PAP shirt...the design is so nice and wear on us..even better...haha:p

Here are all my lovely coursemates after Pap photo session...:p everyone is so lively ,adorable,cute,cool......makes me to be more excited looking forward to chinese new year!How ever,before this,I have to endure with lots of tough works....which cant be explained through word alone.....gogogo!gambateh!

忙里偷闲～

忙忙忙！最近开始越来越忙了，忙到没时间上网。。。

烦烦烦！最近开始越来越烦了，烦到没心思做事。。。

累累累！最近开始越来越累了，累到躺在床上就呼呼大睡了。。。

虽然新的sem才刚开始不久，但已经忙坏了，烦坏了，累坏了！做事尽忠职守不一定会得到别人的赞许，努力奋斗不一定会有成绩。但，难道因为不得别人赞许，没好成绩了就不尽我们的本分吗？不不不！这不是我！遇到挫折就再爬起来吧！忙碌里寻找一些安慰，烦心里寻找一些平静，疲累里寻找一些精力。我要带给我身边的人欢笑，好让在我离开时，我是微笑着离开的。加油！

人间处处有温情！

终于，结束了 接近一天的M.O...真的是好累好累！现在我脑海里只记得不停的走路，进店里，开场白“老板你好！新年快乐！我们是来自吉隆坡国民大学吉隆坡分校的学生。。。。。。。”进去了呢，只有两种结果，一，被赶了出来，二，善心人氏慷慨解囊。拉下脸皮向老板们施展死缠烂打的功夫还真不简单啊！今天好像全jalan hang tuah 3 的医生都出去开会了，老板们都变成伙计们了！有些明明就非常明显，挺着个大肚子，像足老板样，连女儿都在场，竟都大言不惭说自己是伙计。。。想起来都好笑！撇下不好的不说，其实还是有好多老板们愿意捐款，支持华裔生的活动。有些甚至自己复印了我们准备的item list。。逐样查看有什么能够帮到的。好义不容辞啊！走了一整天的路，还真的给我碰到这么热心的老板。顿时，有种“一切辛苦也都是值得的感觉”！筹钱不好筹啊！我体会到了。下一次，不要随便赶走来募捐的人，起码也听听他们是不是真真正正迫切需要我们的帮忙吧！





yay!其他组也为福利组筹到了