夜深。

夜深，一个人在不属于我的房间里，打着键盘。到底，这是怎么一回事啊?唉。。。叹了好长的一口气后，许许多多的画面一下子涌入我的眼前，把我的思绪弄乱了。那些画面，是那么地熟悉，但又那么地陌生。不按照年份，它们全都重叠在一起了。。。好乱啊！这二十年来发生过许多事，大事小事，但是根本无法把它们一一连接起来啊！我看不到我的人生的故事大纲，就好像我的人生一直都只是被其他人牵着走，满无目标。

好沮丧。二十年了。我不要。我不要我接下来的三十年四十年五十年都这样地过！想到都好恐怖！我的人生就只有读书吗？就只是拼命地达成好成绩，那又怎样呢？它能给我什么呢？读书能够拟补人以人之间破裂了的关系吗？好成绩能够满足心灵空虚吗？好成绩能够让人生真真正正富有意义和不带遗憾吗？

茫然。或许是吧，但我绝对不会让读书占据我的所有人生。因为，我热爱生命，我要我的人生是彩色的，而这些颜色，只有我生命中不同的过客和历练给绘上去的。我必须，我要，我会把我更多的人生投注在我的色彩里，至少我不会遗憾。。。

对不起！

我知道我很不应该这样，我该死，每每听见她的唠叨时，真的是没完没了，心中有种不耐烦的气往上冲。我很不想的，我努力的压抑着，听着她翻旧帐，说我的家人如何如何的虐待欺负她。要是以前，听到我的亲人这样咒我的父母，我一定反击，为他们平反。这些年来，是谁跟她一起住？儿女几个月回一次家，买了一点东西孝敬，就把他们捧上天，有多孝顺多孝顺。。而我的父母呢？谁每天买早餐，午餐，煮晚餐？每天都听着她的埋怨，她的故事，她的投诉。。一有东西不见，就赖我爸拿的，其实它就在自己房间！出钱不说，每天，日复一日，都听着她在骂我父母，对我父母来说，真是精神虐待啊！

但是，每当我看见她的身影时，又觉得她好可怜哦！又很对不起她。。。我以后会不会也会沦落成一个痴怨的老人？我该怎么办？我很想很想对她好，但，我没有这个耐心啊！主啊！求祢给我耐心，用真爱去对待她，让我能够通过这一次的考验。树欲静而风不止，子欲养而亲不在。我不要留下任何遗憾啊！你是我的最爱，但为什么你会变成这样？我真的好心痛，不知该怎么办好。

Omen!!

Oh no!!!I have a bad feeling,that my dear is going to fall sick!it's getting slower and slower and it's getting rebellious!not responding to me!!!Oh my poor dear laptop,who?who had done such a cruel thing until u ended up like this????tell me!Trojan horse?haiz......i will try to save u de,my poor ill fated laptop.....

bIrThDaY m0NtH...

Month on November is a birthday month to me...so many of them celebrating their bday !!!This time...is my lil cousin's turn.."p




Happy birthday to.....

EVE!!!

make a wish make a wish...

Yesterday,1st thing that I did when I reached home was to celebrate birthday with my little cute cousin o....ha...so fast,she is already 4 years old le...I still remember when she was borned,i took care of her,she always "ong nga ong nga" crying and i used to bath her...Now?She has turned into "power puff gal"!haha:p very naughty,very lively,a typical trouble maker...but she is so adorable until i didnt bear to scold her after she created trouble everytime...

Anyway,I really hope she will grow up happily and many blessings overflow in her life.May God will love her even more and abundantly.I love her too....

eve and kai xian jie-jie...hahahaha

eve and mummy...:p

SuPeR wOmAn~

Wow..
I cant believe it!I actually manage to empty the room! I don’t know how I actually made it!First of all,I want to……give a clap to myself!hehe:p I still remember at first when I heard of having to empty the room,I was shocked! I totally at lost!coz my room….has became my home!It’s packed(really packed) with things man….I even thought of ignore it,just chuck everything in my cupboard..However,after all….haiz..no matter how reluctant I am,I still have to succumb to the authority….=.= I moved at least 5 rounds my valuable things to senior’s room and the result is : ta-ta!!!
My room never been so clean before!!!


Can u believe it?This is my table!!!!(anyway the two things o the table are my breakfast..hehe:p)

T.Shan,Lynn and I are real super woman…haha:p (never underestimate what a gal can do in critical moment o!:p) Few big luggages…(small case la) to us…hehe:p Though we really took a hard time to carry to the destination la…but we made it!Again,another clap for ……us lo!haha:p
It’s torture to be in the bus…the stomach all rise against me! Feeling like vomiting and the head felt so giddy and felt like cracking….all the way from kl to klG….*sob

虽然昨天的生日会算是一种惯例，但是，有朋友替我庆生的感觉很好咧。也好感动，不是因为做了什么，而是因着那一份心。谢谢我亲爱的coursemate们，昨晚真的玩得很开心，也蛮疯狂一下的喔！最重要的事，大家聚在一起，看见大家的笑脸，就是我最好的礼物。

你们写的留言，每一字每一句，都深感动着我，昨晚，两点多，终于有空把它们一一看完了。。。谢谢你们对我的祝福，我会好好保存它的。这是我收过其中一份很珍贵的礼物哦！还有，谢谢一位好朋友亲手做的生日卡，读完了她的留言，一阵暖意涌上心头。她的用心，虽然，只是一张卡片，但，我真能感受到那包含着满满的祝福！当然，也忘不了我那buddy家族送的礼物，我真的好喜欢喔！还有还有，我那一群可爱的死党送的礼物，嗯，我会好好“利用”的！=)

真的是很感恩有你们这群这么可爱的朋友，愿你们在这四年的大学生涯里，能够过得多姿多彩，好好享受一路上的好风景。。祝福你们！

Finally......we began our 1st shopping after exam le....crazy shopping from 10 am till 10 pm!!!can u believe it?12 hours walking woy ....wa....of course,we ate savoury food la......we ate kim gary for our lunch,and gasoline for our dinner...whew....splendor.....nonono,...should say,"we know how to enjoy life!"*muahahahaha*

名副其实的“买东西，吃东西，买东西，吃东西。。”

Kim Gary...

Wowowo....


Macdonald...1st time eat chocosundae cone wor...

The main part came....we went to gasoline,a shop in time sq....well,the food there not bad but the drink there...wow...excellent...(coz the price of the drink same with price of the food!)





guess wat is this?

It is a table!!



sumptous meal....which one u like?

tata!!!!!see.......drooling rite?her name is power puff gals！（strawberry+ chocolate ice blended)


Yay,this is mine,named forgot liao...but it is sour saop + choco ice blended)



Derr ie de......whew.....it's mint!!!



Lynn,U're too cool le....:p

By the time we came back...i dont feel like im walking le..i dunno where my legs gone le......

Happy birthday to derrie and pat pat…last Sunday was derrie’s bday…We had a series of plan for her o....on saturday night 11.50 pm(10 mins to her bday),we actually 调戏“梁"家妇女

8th nov 11.55pm:we pasted a bday wish on her door.

8th nov 11.55pm:we threw in first dirturbing letter(thrown by pat pat)

12am:DUe to irresponsiveness of Derrie,we are so bored out and we threw second letter.(thrown by t.shan)

There came next day,we pretend like nothing happened…but till 11.45 pm on that day itself,her sweet buddy brought a small cake specially from setapak o…haha…so,our base is in wei sia’s room,which is next to derrie’s one…hehe…11.50pm,we barge inside her room,and I gave my 1st time,playing bday song using guitar o…but lynn do the strumming la…haha..there and then,we made up another birthday song for pat pat too..for that day we didn’t manage to celebrate her bday due to physio exam…hehe…

Ms Derrie,Delivery...

say "cheese!"

Two bday gals...

Aftershow performance:by lynn???!

Ghost faces---->cute or scary o?

The real ghost faces....the two behind....