再见了，2008！

再见了！2008！
2008，
马来西亚的改变之年
也是我的改变之年。
起起落落
纷纷扰扰
分分和和
生离死别
尝试
也不过如此罢了
离愁
恍然大悟
其实
简简单单生活着
是多么的幸福
心爱的人
离开 离世
心里的痛
难以补平了

2008，再见了！
虽然
泪水不断的在这年里
流下
但 欢声笑语
美好回忆
始终 拥抱着我
尝试把我与泪水隔开
这是最值得珍惜的。

离开了，带走了伤痛
留下的，继续走完
未完成的路。

first day of kebajikan

1st day to start my kebajikan work...well,today itself have 3 orders:that are 23 ppl,6 ppl and 8 ppl.....hmm...most of my ajk not yet come back...so only left me and my room mate doing the work.Dont where to start oso.Just start to bancuh orange juice for publicity ppl......then bancuh crysthaminium tea for the actors and dancers.the worse things is,i forgot to bring penapis..so end up have to scoop up the flower ourselves and squeezw them until very very dry...to get more tea ma...so .......they still didn't manage to finish it....sigh.:(what am I working so hard for?

Back in KL..

Haiz...Haiz...Haiz....Back in KL!what a sad thing!but i have no choice but to accept....i realised that i become more and more like power woman!i carried 4 times up and down from my senior's room to 4th floor...i wonder if i can wake up the next morning or not....hee....

New sem,mew challenges...The 1st one is to learn to be a leader.how to be a respectable leader,to lead pp in a way that ppl will respect and submit to you.greatest challenge for me coz all these while i have been a follower rather than a leader.But God started to give me leadership chances when i stepped into UKM.I still remember when i did temperament test...I got a mixture of phlegmatic and choleric....at that time,i was still thinking how could this be?I can never be a choleric!but who knows,I have to take up the role to be choleric now.haha:) i will try,not to be too fierce,but i will be serious when doing work o....

hmm..ok........great challenges await me in new sem.....continue to strive for this sem lo!

Caroling~yeah,on 24th Dec,finally,it's the time arrived for caroling...Engina cant go to caroling last minute..left me alone...quite bored....But when i thought of caroling about the good news bout Christ,hmm......i dont mind!can feel some gap between the youths and I....Really have to admit old le..haha:)

young VS old

Anyway,im still enjoying myself very much singing the carols!going from houses to houses....some got food and beverages provided some more!haha..:p the spirit of carol is to bring joy and good news to the host...maybe quite a no of new ppl this year,maybe they're shy...so might lack of smile....BUT never mind....have to train la,so that next year,can sing with real joy from inside!:p

from left...peiling,yok wah,eunice sim,me(yok wah very good at playing guitar o)

paulus & me

this one ah......hmm....didi la(though not young anymore)

We still didn't manage to finish the carol before 12am...Thx to the bus driver!even after the permit le still willing to wait for us...:p...we stop at Gor jit pang's house as the last stop..1am++ ,though tired,but worth it!

Happy belated birthday,Jesus!

For You~

Praise You!I know You are faithful still.Juggling between Pap,BSMM,first aid class,church,care group,dance practise...etc..almost every night im stuck in meeting..the busier I am,the more I realised that i need you,for I know that I will have more time gained by your strength.Though fear may reside in my heart due to insufficient preparation,but I still remember the desire to sing your song in the examination hall.Though this result is not perfect four flat,but you know.you know that I have tried my very best.This is dedicated to you.May your name be honoured now.and forever more.

ooo...

sigh...though im a bit excited over caroling tomorrow...but...what saddens me the most is i have to leave my lovely hometown kluang to go back to kl le!Oh dear,what a sad thing to accept...No matter how,life has to go on ...现在没力了！

Gospel bells,gospel bells,gospel all the way.....

Finally,it's time to sing gospel bells!just went for caroling practise today!felt so excited to be able to sing of Jesus's birth today!every song brings out the joy of christmas and my heart just cant stop singing!

Joy to the world!The LORD has come.......


I love to sing carols,not only because of the songs and the moment but it's time to sing out the love...The love which we are not suppose to deserve with...christmas is a time to love.Coz at this day,Lord Jesus is borned.He contained the greatest love that nobody else can ever give for us....by His love,we can love others purely,without any intention and motive.This is the love that Jesus gave us.I always cant imagine why a stranger that i totally dont know him wanted to make amend for the mistakes that i have made?for the sin that I have committed?and the way he amended actually cost His life! I cant believe!This is the greatest love which i ever experienced,which surpasses BGR love,family love,friend's love...

So,of course,i have to sing loudly of His love,of the day that He was borned!It's a time to celebrate.without this day,many of us can't stand up till now.including me!If He never exist on this earth,I cant imagine what I will become..His born brought love,peace and joy!


I love the song "away in a manger" very much because the lyric has written out all the words that i want to say...

AWAY IN THE MANGER
Away in a manger,
no crib for his bed
The little Lord Jesus laid down his sweet head
The stars in the bright sky looked down where he lay
The little Lord Jesus asleep on the hay

The cattle are lowing,
the baby awakes,
But little Lord Jesus no crying he makes.
I love Thee, Lord Jesus,
look down from the sky
And stay by my cradle till morning is nigh.

Be near me, Lord Jesus,
I ask Thee to stay
Close by me forever,
and love me, I pray.
Bless all the dear children in thy tender care,
And take us to heaven,
to live with Thee there.

PTL!

Today went shopping with fren...when i walked into a boutique,no customer..so we went in and made a round out.when i walked past the cashier,i saw that she was actually reading daily bread!wow!the excitement rised in me and just felt that God really moved in kluang.this is the first time i see ppl reading daily bread in public.Praise God!I shouldn't be lukeworm anymore.It's time to strengthen my faith.if not,how can I harvest the result God for me?*soul searching*

13th MNC(part3)－－劳动篇

This is the first time im joining MNC...BUT...wat should i say ler...Yeah,i should say Im honoured to involve myself in some of the serving...i gave my many "first time"like performing in opening ceremony,become labour carrying stuff before it starts,gaining experience as a salesgirl..set up stores,keeping translation kit for BM brothers & sisters evryday...I tell you..everything is soo new to me and it really stretch me la.especially the labouring part...one day b4 MNC,those who are free ah,like us,were summoned to help out in carrying stuff,help here help there...so let me count..

MY FIRST TIME:

Bout 9 of us gua,carried 350 boxes of 500 ml mineral waters up from concourse to 3rd floor.(of course la with the help of trolley) but its not easy though!besides the one on trolley,each of us will carry one on hand too..12 kg..hmm...broke my record la.:)

before

after(its empty!)yay!

Opening ceremony!yeah.can u believe it? cant even till now!though its a very very small part with many performers(100 of them i think)but,i still gave my first time there.haha.dancing...like...robot!hehe:p

we also played the process of the growing of the seed.as our theme is "vibrant community".SO,the first scene is the growing of the seeds despite storm...i'm the kulit of the seed.haha.
(the leaf and the seed---UKM Kl CG)

i also helped out in information counter..coz they in charge of distributing translation kit every session and collect them back,and make sure not one less.(each cost RM1000!)for ur info,translation kit is an instrument used to help Brothers and sisters who cant understand english and chinese,ie speaking in BM to get what the speaker trying to convey.well,everyday,after session ends,have to carry from third floor to basement.3 floors!wow!nearly out of breath.the carton is not light o!few turns,haha,i felt i burnt a lot of fat liao...though after went bc got supper....haha....

13th MNC(part2)(饮食篇〕

hmm...now is time to continue ...well....in this MNC, I managed to stay in 3 different places throughout the two weeks including the preparation time...i stay in Plaza Rah as soon as i go bc to kl on 27th...den,i moe to my unit leader,sue mian's house in kajang and then continue to move on to mellisa's house during MNC period...well...the point is....

I managed to eat lots of good stuff o,especially in mellisa's house...for example:\

in Plaza Rah: steamboat by ourselves

in Kajang : Kajang satay,home made breakfast

HAND MADE BREAKFAST

salad(apple + tomato)

wow!

most blissful one in mellisa's house..:her mummy is soOoOooO good...everymorning,we were provided with sumptous breakfast,when we reached home at night,her mummy is soOooOoOOoo体贴prepare supper for us...not believe?take a look..

hand made nasi lemak(looks like 5 star hotel de right?)

supper time...

hand made roti canai!

惜福！惜福！

爆！

近来闲来无事，发现头上的蘑菇灵芝越生越多，都长的很肥美咧！为了让它们得到充足的养分兼阳光，昨天便和老姐去了kluang parade 一趟。太阳是没晒到啦，冷气倒是吹了一大堆！哈哈。回来！重点不是那个。前几天听妈咪说她爆爆米花成功了。心血来潮，一心想试验妈咪所言属实吗？即场就去了giant买了爆米花种子。准备大展身手一番。哟！效果吗？看看就知道喽。为什么白白的？我也不知道咧。。。有人知道为什么戏院的爆米花是黄色的吗？hmm…其实，一点点就爆了一大堆出来咧！好了，可以给我的蘑菇养分了。抱着爆米花坐回我的“王位”，继续看电视。

爆米花！爆！

BUTTER

。POP CORN SEED

HONEY(HIGH CLASS POP CORN)

D PRODUCT!（好大锅啊！〕

汤圆

我知道东至还没到呢！但是，我妈咪在今天煮了汤圆。因为我姐今天回来。下礼拜没人在家，汤圆煮了谁吃啊？今年终于勇于尝试，在我的提议之下，妈咪决定除了原味花生，她也做了红豆沙的也！你也知道啦，我妈咪不是很在行这些点心之类的，但是每一次我们都给足面子，都会把它嗑光。哈哈。我想你们因该没见过这么大粒的汤圆吧

！卖相虽不佳，但还满好吃的咧！

因为。。。。。。我妈咪她，搓了又破，破了又补，就越补越大了！所以，每一次，顾得了味道，就顾不了卖相了。无论如何，汤圆仍是一个象征团圆的食物。不管好不好吃，妈咪那一份想要团圆大家的心，我一定挺到底啦！汤圆普通，但心意非凡。

13th MNC (part1)

Finally...13th MNC is over!It has been a long period of time for me...from preparation time,practising,working,joining,hosting,selling things.....everything is just so new and challenged me.This MNC opened my eyesight to a new perspective of my purpose in my life,trying new things,to be vibrant for Jesus and to become a vibrant community....How to shine for HIm and keep the flame glowing.Everything is so new and different from the other camps i have taken part before..renewing of myself in God..it's amazing!Though its very tired as we're the host,have to do a lot of things..but i did enjoyed a lot...the inspiring preaching...where i need to reevaluate myself again...

There's too many things to share here...

Hmm..alright,i will just share a thing here..

we were given a paper,written:If i don't join MNC,i wouldn't have .......

we were asked to write 10 things to complete the sentence.Here are my answers:

1)learn how to dance and even perform on the stage!

2)step into P.I.C.C(Putrajaya international convention centre) of putrajaya

3)seen soOoOoO many people (around 1800 ppl) coming together to worship Jesus.

4)known so many brothers and sisters from different HOPE

5)known that i can work beyond my limit(contributing in carrying 350 boxes of mineral water !!)

6)gain the experience as a host

7)reevaluate myself and God's purpose in my life

8)renew my dedication in reading God's word

9)stayed in few different places within few days and spent quality time with the sisters

10)reaffirm myself in HOPE

view around putrajaya

took this photo wheni stood right in front from the hall

extremely big hall.(from 1st row of seat go up till last row,u have to walk three levels!)

.stage in PICC