再见了，2008！

再见了！2008！
2008，
马来西亚的改变之年
也是我的改变之年。
起起落落
纷纷扰扰
分分和和
生离死别
尝试
也不过如此罢了
离愁
恍然大悟
其实
简简单单生活着
是多么的幸福
心爱的人
离开 离世
心里的痛
难以补平了

2008，再见了！
虽然
泪水不断的在这年里
流下
但 欢声笑语
美好回忆
始终 拥抱着我
尝试把我与泪水隔开
这是最值得珍惜的。

离开了，带走了伤痛
留下的，继续走完
未完成的路。

first day of kebajikan

1st day to start my kebajikan work...well,today itself have 3 orders:that are 23 ppl,6 ppl and 8 ppl.....hmm...most of my ajk not yet come back...so only left me and my room mate doing the work.Dont where to start oso.Just start to bancuh orange juice for publicity ppl......then bancuh crysthaminium tea for the actors and dancers.the worse things is,i forgot to bring penapis..so end up have to scoop up the flower ourselves and squeezw them until very very dry...to get more tea ma...so .......they still didn't manage to finish it....sigh.:(what am I working so hard for?

Back in KL..

Haiz...Haiz...Haiz....Back in KL!what a sad thing!but i have no choice but to accept....i realised that i become more and more like power woman!i carried 4 times up and down from my senior's room to 4th floor...i wonder if i can wake up the next morning or not....hee....

New sem,mew challenges...The 1st one is to learn to be a leader.how to be a respectable leader,to lead pp in a way that ppl will respect and submit to you.greatest challenge for me coz all these while i have been a follower rather than a leader.But God started to give me leadership chances when i stepped into UKM.I still remember when i did temperament test...I got a mixture of phlegmatic and choleric....at that time,i was still thinking how could this be?I can never be a choleric!but who knows,I have to take up the role to be choleric now.haha:) i will try,not to be too fierce,but i will be serious when doing work o....

hmm..ok........great challenges await me in new sem.....continue to strive for this sem lo!

Caroling~yeah,on 24th Dec,finally,it's the time arrived for caroling...Engina cant go to caroling last minute..left me alone...quite bored....But when i thought of caroling about the good news bout Christ,hmm......i dont mind!can feel some gap between the youths and I....Really have to admit old le..haha:)

young VS old

Anyway,im still enjoying myself very much singing the carols!going from houses to houses....some got food and beverages provided some more!haha..:p the spirit of carol is to bring joy and good news to the host...maybe quite a no of new ppl this year,maybe they're shy...so might lack of smile....BUT never mind....have to train la,so that next year,can sing with real joy from inside!:p

from left...peiling,yok wah,eunice sim,me(yok wah very good at playing guitar o)

paulus & me

this one ah......hmm....didi la(though not young anymore)

We still didn't manage to finish the carol before 12am...Thx to the bus driver!even after the permit le still willing to wait for us...:p...we stop at Gor jit pang's house as the last stop..1am++ ,though tired,but worth it!

Happy belated birthday,Jesus!

For You~

Praise You!I know You are faithful still.Juggling between Pap,BSMM,first aid class,church,care group,dance practise...etc..almost every night im stuck in meeting..the busier I am,the more I realised that i need you,for I know that I will have more time gained by your strength.Though fear may reside in my heart due to insufficient preparation,but I still remember the desire to sing your song in the examination hall.Though this result is not perfect four flat,but you know.you know that I have tried my very best.This is dedicated to you.May your name be honoured now.and forever more.

ooo...

sigh...though im a bit excited over caroling tomorrow...but...what saddens me the most is i have to leave my lovely hometown kluang to go back to kl le!Oh dear,what a sad thing to accept...No matter how,life has to go on ...现在没力了！

Gospel bells,gospel bells,gospel all the way.....

Finally,it's time to sing gospel bells!just went for caroling practise today!felt so excited to be able to sing of Jesus's birth today!every song brings out the joy of christmas and my heart just cant stop singing!

Joy to the world!The LORD has come.......


I love to sing carols,not only because of the songs and the moment but it's time to sing out the love...The love which we are not suppose to deserve with...christmas is a time to love.Coz at this day,Lord Jesus is borned.He contained the greatest love that nobody else can ever give for us....by His love,we can love others purely,without any intention and motive.This is the love that Jesus gave us.I always cant imagine why a stranger that i totally dont know him wanted to make amend for the mistakes that i have made?for the sin that I have committed?and the way he amended actually cost His life! I cant believe!This is the greatest love which i ever experienced,which surpasses BGR love,family love,friend's love...

So,of course,i have to sing loudly of His love,of the day that He was borned!It's a time to celebrate.without this day,many of us can't stand up till now.including me!If He never exist on this earth,I cant imagine what I will become..His born brought love,peace and joy!


I love the song "away in a manger" very much because the lyric has written out all the words that i want to say...

AWAY IN THE MANGER
Away in a manger,
no crib for his bed
The little Lord Jesus laid down his sweet head
The stars in the bright sky looked down where he lay
The little Lord Jesus asleep on the hay

The cattle are lowing,
the baby awakes,
But little Lord Jesus no crying he makes.
I love Thee, Lord Jesus,
look down from the sky
And stay by my cradle till morning is nigh.

Be near me, Lord Jesus,
I ask Thee to stay
Close by me forever,
and love me, I pray.
Bless all the dear children in thy tender care,
And take us to heaven,
to live with Thee there.

PTL!

Today went shopping with fren...when i walked into a boutique,no customer..so we went in and made a round out.when i walked past the cashier,i saw that she was actually reading daily bread!wow!the excitement rised in me and just felt that God really moved in kluang.this is the first time i see ppl reading daily bread in public.Praise God!I shouldn't be lukeworm anymore.It's time to strengthen my faith.if not,how can I harvest the result God for me?*soul searching*

13th MNC(part3)－－劳动篇

This is the first time im joining MNC...BUT...wat should i say ler...Yeah,i should say Im honoured to involve myself in some of the serving...i gave my many "first time"like performing in opening ceremony,become labour carrying stuff before it starts,gaining experience as a salesgirl..set up stores,keeping translation kit for BM brothers & sisters evryday...I tell you..everything is soo new to me and it really stretch me la.especially the labouring part...one day b4 MNC,those who are free ah,like us,were summoned to help out in carrying stuff,help here help there...so let me count..

MY FIRST TIME:

Bout 9 of us gua,carried 350 boxes of 500 ml mineral waters up from concourse to 3rd floor.(of course la with the help of trolley) but its not easy though!besides the one on trolley,each of us will carry one on hand too..12 kg..hmm...broke my record la.:)

before

after(its empty!)yay!

Opening ceremony!yeah.can u believe it? cant even till now!though its a very very small part with many performers(100 of them i think)but,i still gave my first time there.haha.dancing...like...robot!hehe:p

we also played the process of the growing of the seed.as our theme is "vibrant community".SO,the first scene is the growing of the seeds despite storm...i'm the kulit of the seed.haha.
(the leaf and the seed---UKM Kl CG)

i also helped out in information counter..coz they in charge of distributing translation kit every session and collect them back,and make sure not one less.(each cost RM1000!)for ur info,translation kit is an instrument used to help Brothers and sisters who cant understand english and chinese,ie speaking in BM to get what the speaker trying to convey.well,everyday,after session ends,have to carry from third floor to basement.3 floors!wow!nearly out of breath.the carton is not light o!few turns,haha,i felt i burnt a lot of fat liao...though after went bc got supper....haha....

13th MNC(part2)(饮食篇〕

hmm...now is time to continue ...well....in this MNC, I managed to stay in 3 different places throughout the two weeks including the preparation time...i stay in Plaza Rah as soon as i go bc to kl on 27th...den,i moe to my unit leader,sue mian's house in kajang and then continue to move on to mellisa's house during MNC period...well...the point is....

I managed to eat lots of good stuff o,especially in mellisa's house...for example:\

in Plaza Rah: steamboat by ourselves

in Kajang : Kajang satay,home made breakfast

HAND MADE BREAKFAST

salad(apple + tomato)

wow!

most blissful one in mellisa's house..:her mummy is soOoOooO good...everymorning,we were provided with sumptous breakfast,when we reached home at night,her mummy is soOooOoOOoo体贴prepare supper for us...not believe?take a look..

hand made nasi lemak(looks like 5 star hotel de right?)

supper time...

hand made roti canai!

惜福！惜福！

爆！

近来闲来无事，发现头上的蘑菇灵芝越生越多，都长的很肥美咧！为了让它们得到充足的养分兼阳光，昨天便和老姐去了kluang parade 一趟。太阳是没晒到啦，冷气倒是吹了一大堆！哈哈。回来！重点不是那个。前几天听妈咪说她爆爆米花成功了。心血来潮，一心想试验妈咪所言属实吗？即场就去了giant买了爆米花种子。准备大展身手一番。哟！效果吗？看看就知道喽。为什么白白的？我也不知道咧。。。有人知道为什么戏院的爆米花是黄色的吗？hmm…其实，一点点就爆了一大堆出来咧！好了，可以给我的蘑菇养分了。抱着爆米花坐回我的“王位”，继续看电视。

爆米花！爆！

BUTTER

。POP CORN SEED

HONEY(HIGH CLASS POP CORN)

D PRODUCT!（好大锅啊！〕

汤圆

我知道东至还没到呢！但是，我妈咪在今天煮了汤圆。因为我姐今天回来。下礼拜没人在家，汤圆煮了谁吃啊？今年终于勇于尝试，在我的提议之下，妈咪决定除了原味花生，她也做了红豆沙的也！你也知道啦，我妈咪不是很在行这些点心之类的，但是每一次我们都给足面子，都会把它嗑光。哈哈。我想你们因该没见过这么大粒的汤圆吧

！卖相虽不佳，但还满好吃的咧！

因为。。。。。。我妈咪她，搓了又破，破了又补，就越补越大了！所以，每一次，顾得了味道，就顾不了卖相了。无论如何，汤圆仍是一个象征团圆的食物。不管好不好吃，妈咪那一份想要团圆大家的心，我一定挺到底啦！汤圆普通，但心意非凡。

13th MNC (part1)

Finally...13th MNC is over!It has been a long period of time for me...from preparation time,practising,working,joining,hosting,selling things.....everything is just so new and challenged me.This MNC opened my eyesight to a new perspective of my purpose in my life,trying new things,to be vibrant for Jesus and to become a vibrant community....How to shine for HIm and keep the flame glowing.Everything is so new and different from the other camps i have taken part before..renewing of myself in God..it's amazing!Though its very tired as we're the host,have to do a lot of things..but i did enjoyed a lot...the inspiring preaching...where i need to reevaluate myself again...

There's too many things to share here...

Hmm..alright,i will just share a thing here..

we were given a paper,written:If i don't join MNC,i wouldn't have .......

we were asked to write 10 things to complete the sentence.Here are my answers:

1)learn how to dance and even perform on the stage!

2)step into P.I.C.C(Putrajaya international convention centre) of putrajaya

3)seen soOoOoO many people (around 1800 ppl) coming together to worship Jesus.

4)known so many brothers and sisters from different HOPE

5)known that i can work beyond my limit(contributing in carrying 350 boxes of mineral water !!)

6)gain the experience as a host

7)reevaluate myself and God's purpose in my life

8)renew my dedication in reading God's word

9)stayed in few different places within few days and spent quality time with the sisters

10)reaffirm myself in HOPE

view around putrajaya

took this photo wheni stood right in front from the hall

extremely big hall.(from 1st row of seat go up till last row,u have to walk three levels!)

.stage in PICC

BYE!

I will be away for two weeks,so no new posts within this 2 weeks!ciaos for now then...wait for my return o...:p

HaPpY bIrThdAy To mE!!:p

Hmm...how time flies!Finally,i stepped into the 20th year of my life today!!well,first of all,i would like to thank ALL FRIENDS,no matter new friend,old friend....thx for remembering this day and celebrate with me!:pThx for ur effort and i am really touched!

Old already....haiz...must have new vision,new challenge!

MY VISION&CHALLENGES THIS YEAR:

Be still

Finish whole Bible(66 bks) in a year

Master guitar

Be a public speaker(next sem la)

Learn to be more outgoing

Outreach continuously

Be more courageous and more cheerful:p

hmm.....with all ur wishes,and blessings,i will make it de!:p Of course,without God's help,i wont be what I am today...with His strength and power,nothing is impossible for Him!Thank God for never let me go throughout this 20 years....Thanks for His faithfulness:p

夜深。

夜深，一个人在不属于我的房间里，打着键盘。到底，这是怎么一回事啊?唉。。。叹了好长的一口气后，许许多多的画面一下子涌入我的眼前，把我的思绪弄乱了。那些画面，是那么地熟悉，但又那么地陌生。不按照年份，它们全都重叠在一起了。。。好乱啊！这二十年来发生过许多事，大事小事，但是根本无法把它们一一连接起来啊！我看不到我的人生的故事大纲，就好像我的人生一直都只是被其他人牵着走，满无目标。

好沮丧。二十年了。我不要。我不要我接下来的三十年四十年五十年都这样地过！想到都好恐怖！我的人生就只有读书吗？就只是拼命地达成好成绩，那又怎样呢？它能给我什么呢？读书能够拟补人以人之间破裂了的关系吗？好成绩能够满足心灵空虚吗？好成绩能够让人生真真正正富有意义和不带遗憾吗？

茫然。或许是吧，但我绝对不会让读书占据我的所有人生。因为，我热爱生命，我要我的人生是彩色的，而这些颜色，只有我生命中不同的过客和历练给绘上去的。我必须，我要，我会把我更多的人生投注在我的色彩里，至少我不会遗憾。。。

对不起！

我知道我很不应该这样，我该死，每每听见她的唠叨时，真的是没完没了，心中有种不耐烦的气往上冲。我很不想的，我努力的压抑着，听着她翻旧帐，说我的家人如何如何的虐待欺负她。要是以前，听到我的亲人这样咒我的父母，我一定反击，为他们平反。这些年来，是谁跟她一起住？儿女几个月回一次家，买了一点东西孝敬，就把他们捧上天，有多孝顺多孝顺。。而我的父母呢？谁每天买早餐，午餐，煮晚餐？每天都听着她的埋怨，她的故事，她的投诉。。一有东西不见，就赖我爸拿的，其实它就在自己房间！出钱不说，每天，日复一日，都听着她在骂我父母，对我父母来说，真是精神虐待啊！

但是，每当我看见她的身影时，又觉得她好可怜哦！又很对不起她。。。我以后会不会也会沦落成一个痴怨的老人？我该怎么办？我很想很想对她好，但，我没有这个耐心啊！主啊！求祢给我耐心，用真爱去对待她，让我能够通过这一次的考验。树欲静而风不止，子欲养而亲不在。我不要留下任何遗憾啊！你是我的最爱，但为什么你会变成这样？我真的好心痛，不知该怎么办好。

Omen!!

Oh no!!!I have a bad feeling,that my dear is going to fall sick!it's getting slower and slower and it's getting rebellious!not responding to me!!!Oh my poor dear laptop,who?who had done such a cruel thing until u ended up like this????tell me!Trojan horse?haiz......i will try to save u de,my poor ill fated laptop.....

bIrThDaY m0NtH...

Month on November is a birthday month to me...so many of them celebrating their bday !!!This time...is my lil cousin's turn.."p




Happy birthday to.....

EVE!!!

make a wish make a wish...

Yesterday,1st thing that I did when I reached home was to celebrate birthday with my little cute cousin o....ha...so fast,she is already 4 years old le...I still remember when she was borned,i took care of her,she always "ong nga ong nga" crying and i used to bath her...Now?She has turned into "power puff gal"!haha:p very naughty,very lively,a typical trouble maker...but she is so adorable until i didnt bear to scold her after she created trouble everytime...

Anyway,I really hope she will grow up happily and many blessings overflow in her life.May God will love her even more and abundantly.I love her too....

eve and kai xian jie-jie...hahahaha

eve and mummy...:p

SuPeR wOmAn~

Wow..
I cant believe it!I actually manage to empty the room! I don’t know how I actually made it!First of all,I want to……give a clap to myself!hehe:p I still remember at first when I heard of having to empty the room,I was shocked! I totally at lost!coz my room….has became my home!It’s packed(really packed) with things man….I even thought of ignore it,just chuck everything in my cupboard..However,after all….haiz..no matter how reluctant I am,I still have to succumb to the authority….=.= I moved at least 5 rounds my valuable things to senior’s room and the result is : ta-ta!!!
My room never been so clean before!!!


Can u believe it?This is my table!!!!(anyway the two things o the table are my breakfast..hehe:p)

T.Shan,Lynn and I are real super woman…haha:p (never underestimate what a gal can do in critical moment o!:p) Few big luggages…(small case la) to us…hehe:p Though we really took a hard time to carry to the destination la…but we made it!Again,another clap for ……us lo!haha:p
It’s torture to be in the bus…the stomach all rise against me! Feeling like vomiting and the head felt so giddy and felt like cracking….all the way from kl to klG….*sob

虽然昨天的生日会算是一种惯例，但是，有朋友替我庆生的感觉很好咧。也好感动，不是因为做了什么，而是因着那一份心。谢谢我亲爱的coursemate们，昨晚真的玩得很开心，也蛮疯狂一下的喔！最重要的事，大家聚在一起，看见大家的笑脸，就是我最好的礼物。

你们写的留言，每一字每一句，都深感动着我，昨晚，两点多，终于有空把它们一一看完了。。。谢谢你们对我的祝福，我会好好保存它的。这是我收过其中一份很珍贵的礼物哦！还有，谢谢一位好朋友亲手做的生日卡，读完了她的留言，一阵暖意涌上心头。她的用心，虽然，只是一张卡片，但，我真能感受到那包含着满满的祝福！当然，也忘不了我那buddy家族送的礼物，我真的好喜欢喔！还有还有，我那一群可爱的死党送的礼物，嗯，我会好好“利用”的！=)

真的是很感恩有你们这群这么可爱的朋友，愿你们在这四年的大学生涯里，能够过得多姿多彩，好好享受一路上的好风景。。祝福你们！

Finally......we began our 1st shopping after exam le....crazy shopping from 10 am till 10 pm!!!can u believe it?12 hours walking woy ....wa....of course,we ate savoury food la......we ate kim gary for our lunch,and gasoline for our dinner...whew....splendor.....nonono,...should say,"we know how to enjoy life!"*muahahahaha*

名副其实的“买东西，吃东西，买东西，吃东西。。”

Kim Gary...

Wowowo....


Macdonald...1st time eat chocosundae cone wor...

The main part came....we went to gasoline,a shop in time sq....well,the food there not bad but the drink there...wow...excellent...(coz the price of the drink same with price of the food!)





guess wat is this?

It is a table!!



sumptous meal....which one u like?

tata!!!!!see.......drooling rite?her name is power puff gals！（strawberry+ chocolate ice blended)


Yay,this is mine,named forgot liao...but it is sour saop + choco ice blended)



Derr ie de......whew.....it's mint!!!



Lynn,U're too cool le....:p

By the time we came back...i dont feel like im walking le..i dunno where my legs gone le......

Happy birthday to derrie and pat pat…last Sunday was derrie’s bday…We had a series of plan for her o....on saturday night 11.50 pm(10 mins to her bday),we actually 调戏“梁"家妇女

8th nov 11.55pm:we pasted a bday wish on her door.

8th nov 11.55pm:we threw in first dirturbing letter(thrown by pat pat)

12am:DUe to irresponsiveness of Derrie,we are so bored out and we threw second letter.(thrown by t.shan)

There came next day,we pretend like nothing happened…but till 11.45 pm on that day itself,her sweet buddy brought a small cake specially from setapak o…haha…so,our base is in wei sia’s room,which is next to derrie’s one…hehe…11.50pm,we barge inside her room,and I gave my 1st time,playing bday song using guitar o…but lynn do the strumming la…haha..there and then,we made up another birthday song for pat pat too..for that day we didn’t manage to celebrate her bday due to physio exam…hehe…

Ms Derrie,Delivery...

say "cheese!"

Two bday gals...

Aftershow performance:by lynn???!

Ghost faces---->cute or scary o?

The real ghost faces....the two behind....